going in circles

haha.

i'm sorry, i just find it funny that i can never really truly get over this. :P
for the past month, i have successfully blocked this issue out of my life. and i was getting so much better. getting past it. forgetting about the good times that i missed so i could move on.

and then i see a glimpse of him online.. damn. its like a kick in the stomach all over again. hah. i gotta stop doing this to myself. hahaha

anyways... so michael jackson is dead :/ that kinda bothers me. i've been listening to "Rock With You" for the past couple of days. i miss that crazy psychopath. i always thought he was like immortal... never thought he'd die like this.

mmm other than that, life has been typical. friends have been keeping me company. haven't really seen anyone from college over the summer cept once. but i'm kinda glad that i'm hanging out with high school friends once again. i missed them so :]

umm... so nothing else to say. having a sleepover tonight :D
just like the good ol' high school summers! hehe

i'll update with something good soon.. promise. wait.. no i don't -____- cuz promises are for BITCHES. :P