karma is a bitch

i probably deserved this. what made me think that i could actually find someone that i actually cared for, without getting hurt? especially since i've hurt so many others in search for that perfect someone. after all those hearts i've stepped on, i was afraid that fate was going to be a dick to me and leave me lonely. but then he came into my life and made me believe that nothing bad could ever touch me as long as we were together.

i let my guard down. i should have known it was too good to be true. i would have to pay for my sins eventually... and i'm paying in suffering. i'm trying to be strong. i'm trying to hold on to that hope that he gave me. but is that hope still there? find out in the next episode of happy's incessant ramblings.

but ferrealz though... fuck you, karma.